Goodmorning. This is to you:

I love you. I will never stop loving you.


I need to work on it.
I'm not good at seeing things from your point of view.
I'm selfish remember, I only look at things my way.

This is to just update you. I don't like keeping things to myself.

I cried last night. It was due to a horrible dream I had which made me think about them. I also talked them while I was thinking about what to do with you. They are enjoying each others company.

It's kinda hard to see you change when you really are not changing at all.
Some promise you made.

Don't be mad at me for this.
I know you will still love me.

I was also thinking about your past.
All fucked up.
You have some of the same traits.


You wonder why I have to talk to you everyday.
It's because look how long I was with out you.
Do you blame me?

Are we ashamed? I'm starting to feel like you are.
It's not "normal".

Im restrained.
You, on the other hand, do whatever you want.

I don't think you know how it feels. Because if you knew it wouldn't be this hard.

Are you understanding? Because only one person could know what I mean.
That's if you do get me.